January 2010
two double o nine .
1. what did you do in 2009 that you’d never done before?
gotten a MAC
2. did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year? haha no . i would love to TRY and do it tomorrow . but we’ll seee 3. did anyone close to you give birth? no , but soon ! 4. did anyone close to you die? not close, but close enough
5. what countries did you visit? i don’t...
December 2009
donut shop moment .
a lady came in with her friend . she asked for a cappuccino . while i was making it, she said that her son said to tell me HI . im like .. “who’s your son ?” she said “Isaac”
[in the back of my mind .. who the fuck is ISAAC?]
“oh.. i don’t know who he is, but hi?”
she starts laughing, “he told me to tell that pretty chunky girl,...
you and i.
have you ever really noticed a keyboard?
how the letters are all in different orders rather than the order of an alphabet?
shiet . i never paid attention but then …
look at the key U and I ..
they’re right next to each other ..
that’s where U and I will always be.
the real deal .
just because he doesn’t like to flaunt you around and show you how much he loves you in front of people, doesn’t mean you’re unflauntable .. he just wants you to himself .
DONE !
i have never felt so relieved .. sighhhh :)
la la la .
can i walk around just singing out loud? without no one criticizing and judging?
.. i doubt it :/
i honestly thought i tried hard . but in the end, the result is shoved right into my face. I worked really hard on the assignments plus the exam. i fucked up in one, and i get slapped for it. jesus christ man . wtf is WRONG with this class? i even offered to do better or do SOMETHING, but nothing…
sometimes. life is just an ass.
“Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open...”
– sex and the city
runaway .
i wish i could just pack my things and leave .
leave this town. this country. this earth .
i wanna run away where nothing and no one can hurt me .
i wanna run away where nothing and no one can touch me .
i wanna run away where no one can judge me .
i wanna run away where everyone can appreciate me .
i hate feeling lost .
lost without anyone to feel the same way i do .
i just wanna run away...